Good projects; not so good feelings

[barking_iguana]

I'm starting something new and big. (I already posted about it on Blue Jersey, and I'll do so here and many other places within the next few days. But in the mean time...) Even more than the blogging, it's got me anxious about all the ways I could not be not up to the task. And I'm having to deal with and defuse all the ways stress manifests in my body.

I'm better at that than I used to be, which is why I'm getting exciting stuff done. But it's still hard in ways that I don't like. Yeah, I know, that's all the more incentive to get better yet. And I will. But I'd like to just feel not so alloyed happiness about what I'm doing now!

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[chemoelectric.livejournal.com]

I feel like that at the start of any new project. It’s just something to expect and live through, I think.